Epiphany

So last night, driving home from playing board games with my sister in law and her husband, I had an epiphany. I have the best kids I could ever hope for. They were made specifically for me. My first was born a hardcore melancholy to get me used to the idea of having more kids. I understand him so much more than I understand the other two because he is so much like me. 

My second was born a straight up choleric. She is feisty and rebellious, also like me. However, I have to learn new ways to handle her attitude and her personality as I have zero choleric in me. She keeps me on my toes and guessing every step of the way. She's probably also the reason i lose so much of my hair nowadays... haha! 

And my third baby. From the day she was born we knew she had a sanguine personality. She loves to be around people, be the center of attention and smiles whenever you give her even the slightest time of day. She will smile and giggle until I do as well, and she makes my days seem a little brighter even if I am struggling. 

These babies were meant for me, each one of them with their own way of making my days better, and I couldn't have asked for better babies. I love each of them with all my heart. 

Now, onto other things! I have recently begun gaining a lot of weight out of nowhere. So it is time to buckle down and be serious. I thought I was before but I have been missing something. As of today I will be working on a new weight loss plan to vamp up my body! I have been super low on energy, we have found I am anemic, so I have to take a lot of iron every day which I have not. (For shame). I will be replenishing that soon. 

Some of my medications that keep me sane have a side effect of weight loss. Sadly, that has been a super big issue but I cannot be off these meds or I go nutsy-cuckoo. I will be seeing my doctor soon to see if we can adjust something to help with it. I have to do something though, because I would like to live to see my kids graduate from school, live their lives and one day maybe have grandbabies. 

So sit down, buckle up and shut it cuz here we go!!!